Some may call it attention seeking,
Some may
call it annoying,
Some may
even call me mad,
While others
may just feel sorry for me.
This is who I am,
This is what
I have come to known,
But without
your support,
I wouldn’t
have had come this far.
I’ve caused a lot of tears,
Heartache
within the family too,
But I knew I
wasn’t well,
I had a
condition too serious to tell.
Why did I get it all?
Why not my
brothers and sisters too,
Even though
everyone stood by me,
Deep down I
knew it wasn’t just for me.
Not only was I being tested,
But one way
or another,
You all
played a part in it,
For sure
Allah is extremely happy.
Years have passed,
And I have
come to accept it,
Even till
today my condition gets better of me,
I throw
tantrums and get you all working.
But believe me family,
I am truly
sorry,
I know how
much you all try to keep that smile,
While deep
down the pain is killing you all.
Mum,
If only you
knew,
If only you
knew,
How much it
is killing me too.
Especially my siblings,
You bear
patience with me,
I run wild,
causing mayhem,
Breaking,
throwing and tearing things apart.
Mother and I am your child,
The love
between this relationship is out of bounds,
Nothing or
no one can break it!
Forever I will be grateful and thankful to Allah for
giving me such a wonderful, strong and faithful family.
By ShumzATD
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